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Sunday, February 04, 2007


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she today say the words strike through my heart deeply.
she makes me want to cry as what i wanted to do i cant achieve it.
she make me want to cry.

her words make me feel useless.
her words make me feel i'm che di de shi bai.
her words make me wanted to give up.
her words make me think that i cant go any further.

cause she think i giving excuese.
she didnt think that i dont have time for anything.
not even have a time to catch a breath.
her words make me think that i wanted to go
to the block tml monday.

she dont know i was busy with BAND.
and yes
BAND,everything was abt BAND.she thought
i was lying..

mum was suspecting what i am doing.
everyday go home so late.
everytime say BAND.she is thinking that
BAND was just a way to escape.
but the truth is BAND.

dad was somehow disappointed in me.
now he does not want me to pursuade
what i dream for.he just wanted me to study
and study.he ask me to give up on baking already
he ask me not to think of learning baking at all.

so all i can do was to focus on music.
which what i wanted know as
[[_ you inspired me to be like you_]]
-you make me want to play like you-

but NAFA make it difficult to go in.
this is only general.
i need to sit for an audition if necessary condition.
i need 4 or more o'lv credit(a1-c6) not include english
i need c6 for english
Applicants who do not meet this requirement may be considered for conditional admission if they pass the entrance examination/audition with high scores and sit and pass the English proficiency test.

look at the additional requirement.
A-level Music or ABRSM Grade 8 practical and theory (or equivalent).
GRADE 8 lehx...very long then i will get it larhx.
cause i using 2 years for 6
7 and 8 also need a long time..
by that time dont need go nafa already..

that not all look at advance standing entry

Applicants with relevant academic qualifications and artistic qualifications / practice, or those who are transferring from an approved institution of similar stature may be granted advanced standing entry which gives direct entry to the second or third year of the diploma course.

A portfolio / audition interview will be required.

A Special Entry Panel will assess the eligibility of such applicants.


see so many thing then can get in..
do i have any of these no..
will i get it very difficult
[[you have already motivated me what eles can i ask for]]
everything in the end still need me to do it..
there is no qi ji will happen..
only in your dreams..

cries* i dunno what to do already
when the only thing is here..

guess i need to take poly life??
i dunno...

i really hope to get into nafa.
that is where i wanted i will not regret.

if go poly i really dunno what enginering course
to choose...

this came up apon me again

all these can go and die.
(which mean i not going to do anything)
abt it anymore..

which means i dont care abt future.
(which i really do)

i dunno what to do..
really dunno
wo xiang pao qu ni huai li
zai ni yong bao zhi xia
cu qi.

ke yi mahx?




SHERMINE
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Sunday, February 04, 2007